Unfortunately, I didn't make it to the gym yesterday either. I know, I suck. I'm going crazy because I feel like every time I skip a day of working out, my body gets de-conditioned. I have come to loathe missing workouts. And it's almost been a week.. not good. I have a transformation to see through, after all.
Of the major reasons is, my car has been acting up, transmission-wise. It is shifting horribly in first gear, it requires me to pump as much gas I can get just to get the car to drive forward, and it rolls backwards when I take my foot off the break. (I don't remember getting a manual transmission car..) Every time I have gone to get it checked up this week, I'm told the mechanic isn't in. Two weeks ago when I had the car inspected prior to getting a powertrain warranty, they found something wrong with it that I had to get fixed before being qualified for the warranty.. which ate up the money I needed to purchase the warranty. (I hate being broke.) It's worrying me and I plan on taking it in tomorrow. I'm just praying it is still able to drive by tomorrow. IT WILL, I just have to believe it.
The past few days a few things have occurred that made me feel like someone unexpectedly pushed me off a swing, and has thus made it difficult for me to stand back up. I felt so disoriented, helpless, and upset. Trying to get back up has been strange, to say the least. I thought I didn't have to do that again, but I forget that I'm human and things will always come up that will knock me off the right direction.
It has also come to my attention that people have a tendency to twist the things I say, thus warping the original into a completely different opinion altogether and misrepresenting my views. It would be nice if people just asked me directly what I thought of something, instead of hearing it from someone else. Because it almost always never represents the truth. I don't usually care for gossip or stuff like that, but I do care if someone else is making it seem like I'm thinking hurtful thoughts about those I care about (when I'm really not). I think I'm making myself clear most times, but I guess not. Go directly to the source, not a tabloid-level "source" who thinks they heard the source correctly.
But I'm ranting. I am aware, it happens. We all get upset. We all often get misunderstood or lied about, we all often get mistreated, and we all often have car problems. Just the rules of the world, I suppose.
I did get some cool news last night, which did much to turn my mood around .. and I hope it turns into awesome news later which I can further expound on: I've got a job interview tonight. Not just for any "job" that requires the minimum amount of compliance and basic, basic knowledge: I'm talking FITNESS! I honestly don't know what to expect, so I won't, and just hope it works out for the best. I am confident in my skills, abilities, and my brain.
Even with all this chaos, worry not, I'm still going to continue Nerd Girl Fitness and hope that I get to execute my plans to develop and expand it further soon. I want it to be much more eye-catching, more user-friendly, full of thorough articles, pictures and recipes.. and just all things awesome.
Wish me luck!!
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